my lump.

Last month, i discovered a lump on my left breast.

so a few days later, i went to see the doctor.

and to my relieve she said it was a "PIMPLE".

and it will go away in about a weeks time.

but she said if it didnt and it's growing, come back again coz it might be something else.

unfortunately, it did grow and it got bigger so i went to see her again.

this time, she refered me to Changi General Hospital, breast clinic.

sooo i was scared, that i cried.

i went to CGH with my mum and siblings. There were many many many brochures of breast cancer. i prepared for the worst.

she did the breast cancer checking thingy. then she used the scanner thingy, the one that's used for checking babies in the tummies.

and she showed me my lump. it's about 0.6cm. and i can literally SEE the lump on the screen. and i saw my heart too.

since i was scared, my heart was like beating very fast and the doctor laughed and said "wah! your heart beating very fast like horse one ar!". so much for going to a university, the singlish is still there.

LOL.

and the outcome is:

it's a white head. which is not in the skin, it's under the skin. so since there's no pore for it to come out like normal whiteheads, it keeps growing. she said it may not stop growing and might get infected and it's gonna be really painful. so surgery is needed to remove it.

i dont care about getting a scar on my breast after the surgery.

all i care about is the lump is not cancerous or fatal. and im safe.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

this is one of the worst scares i've had in my life.

sooo maybe this coming january or so, im gonna go for surgery.

bubye Ms Whitehead. :)

Comments

[MeezNur]

bye ms whitehead.
im gonna miss you.

macam paham(:

[Nadia]

omg that sound so scary lah seh..

[has]

it reli is scary. a growing whitehead. omg! hope ur doin fine my dear. scars are sexy ok. it shows braveness. i like sexy girls. LOL.